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I'm tired.
I am just so damn tired.
Tired of trying, tired of living, tired of being.
It seems as though even taking up space requires tremendous effort these days.
What happened to that lively, happy, carefree little girl?
Where did she go?
If she purposefully hiding from me?
Is she trying to teach me a lesson?
Because I UNDERSTAND!
I understand that life is hard.
And, well, it sucks.
A lot.
But why cant I still be that person?
Who says I cant be happy?
Because obviously, someone is assuming that.
And I don't think I can prove them wrong by myself.
I need help.
But there's no one there anymore.
There's just an empty chair, and unfilled spot, a hole, where you once were.
You took a part of me with you when you went.
And I don't know how to get it back.
Because I am not asking for your help.
Not again.
You said you were done with me.
You had had your fill.
You didn't need anything else.
You got what you wanted and left me standing there, alone.
So why do I still want you to tell me it's OK so damn badly?
Why do I need you to say it for me to finally believe it?
Why do I need you?
I am just so damn tired.
Tired of trying, tired of living, tired of being.
It seems as though even taking up space requires tremendous effort these days.
What happened to that lively, happy, carefree little girl?
Where did she go?
If she purposefully hiding from me?
Is she trying to teach me a lesson?
Because I UNDERSTAND!
I understand that life is hard.
And, well, it sucks.
A lot.
But why cant I still be that person?
Who says I cant be happy?
Because obviously, someone is assuming that.
And I don't think I can prove them wrong by myself.
I need help.
But there's no one there anymore.
There's just an empty chair, and unfilled spot, a hole, where you once were.
You took a part of me with you when you went.
And I don't know how to get it back.
Because I am not asking for your help.
Not again.
You said you were done with me.
You had had your fill.
You didn't need anything else.
You got what you wanted and left me standing there, alone.
So why do I still want you to tell me it's OK so damn badly?
Why do I need you to say it for me to finally believe it?
Why do I need you?
Literature
I Love
I love silvery moons and yellow suns.
Shooting stars and sleepy wishes.
Golden days and silvery nights.
Pillows, blankets, puppies and kittens.
Wishes and dreams and hopes and goals.
Rivers and forests, meadows and roads.
Bugs and mushrooms and tiny creatures.
Funny words and fairy-tales.
Summer nights and winter evenings.
Autumn mornings and spring rains.
Spots and speckles, fluff and fur.
Color and light and water and life.
Pumpkins and cats and horses and corn.
Barns and wet wood and old paper.
The smell of hay in the early morn.
Fireflies and glowing eyes.
Candies, cookies, salty things.
Ribbons, dresses, old worn jeans.
And I love
waking
Literature
Is This Love?
I walk down a crooked, broken pathway
A lone tear permanently attached to my cheek
Exhaustion explodes from every pore
Food will not satisfy
Water will not quench
All hope is gone
But as long as I'm with you, I will not stumble
You are all I need to satisfy and quench my needs
Hope will slowly return
My heart is broken;
Lies nearly dead in a heap of despair
Little pieces are broken off here and there
They won't be coming back.
But you are slowly piecing me back together
You are bringing life back into mi corazon
I have faith you can find the missing pieces
When we're together, I feel balanced
I'm madly in love in a calm way
Literature
because i love stories so
when i love a fictional character they become
a tiny precious gem i keep in my heart
and when my heart beats fast i metaphorically go jingle jangle
with all the gems packed in there
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I'm really sorry guys!
I have no idea where these are coming from!
I think I'll just blame GingerRose.
*UPDATE*
I officially un-blame you GingerRose.
Apparently this was all coming from somewhere I didn't want to find inside my own head.
I've been having a lot of trouble with friends recently, so I now understand who and what this is about.
I have no idea where these are coming from!
I think I'll just blame GingerRose.
*UPDATE*
I officially un-blame you GingerRose.
Apparently this was all coming from somewhere I didn't want to find inside my own head.
I've been having a lot of trouble with friends recently, so I now understand who and what this is about.
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agreed.