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I'm tired.
I am just so damn tired.
Tired of trying, tired of living, tired of being.
It seems as though even taking up space requires tremendous effort these days.
What happened to that lively, happy, carefree little girl?
Where did she go?
If she purposefully hiding from me?
Is she trying to teach me a lesson?
Because I UNDERSTAND!
I understand that life is hard.
And, well, it sucks.
A lot.
But why cant I still be that person?
Who says I cant be happy?
Because obviously, someone is assuming that.
And I don't think I can prove them wrong by myself.
I need help.
But there's no one there anymore.
There's just an empty chair, and unfilled spot, a hole, where you once were.
You took a part of me with you when you went.
And I don't know how to get it back.
Because I am not asking for your help.
Not again.
You said you were done with me.
You had had your fill.
You didn't need anything else.
You got what you wanted and left me standing there, alone.
So why do I still want you to tell me it's OK so damn badly?
Why do I need you to say it for me to finally believe it?

Why do I need you?
I'm really sorry guys!
I have no idea where these are coming from!
I think I'll just blame GingerRose.
*UPDATE*
I officially un-blame you GingerRose.
Apparently this was all coming from somewhere I didn't want to find inside my own head.
I've been having a lot of trouble with friends recently, so I now understand who and what this is about.
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